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  • Listening to: Dont Know How-Ricky Montgomery
  • Reading: The Garden of Evening Mists
  • Listening to: Cardiac Arrest by Bad Suns
  • Reading: grendel
  • Watching: clouds of sils maria
I wanna be more active on here. I feel like ever since I gave up drawing frequently my anxiety has run rampant. I hope one day I'll have the skills and the confidence to commission people and actively submit on here. For now you can look at some of the pictures i've been taking. Starting college in august. idk which yet
  • Listening to: Cardiac Arrest by Bad Suns
  • Reading: grendel
  • Watching: clouds of sils maria
i hav a cold
  • Listening to: Cardiac Arrest by Bad Suns
  • Reading: Re-reading The Fault in Our Stars
  • Watching: Re-watching Say I love you
  • Drinking: Newman Black English Tea
Yesterday I turned 4 years old. Also yesterday was my last day of school. :p thank you all. 
  • Listening to: Cardiac Arrest by Bad Suns
  • Reading: Re-reading The Fault in Our Stars
  • Watching: Re-watching Say I love you
  • Drinking: Newman Black English Tea

“The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars, but in ourselves.”

  • Watching: Kimi ni todoke
  • Drinking: Tea
Okay so here's the deal. I'm in this painting class at my highschool and I'm having a really really hard time drawing or painting. I've asked my art teacher for advice but she doesn't understand what's going on...no one does... Whenever I try and sketch something out I get really nervous and the sketch ends up sucking pretty bad. But when I get home I can whip something up and really like the outcome. Right now I'm trying to do a sketch for the class and it's kind of coming out pretty emotional and all of the sudden I get really self conscious about it. I don't know why... I usually don't really think of my art as an outlet for my emotions so I don't know why I'm so touchy about it all of the sudden. I've always been the kind of person to want to create a good impression on people with my drawings so that they can take it seriously. I don't know what to do because I don't know if I can go through with a painting... I wish that I could just sit somewhere like in the back of the class so no one can see what I'm doing... Another thing is I really want to go to an art college and I'm well aware that you do art there...so how do I overcome this weird block whenever I'm in class? I wish I could just get over this and stop being so worried about the outcome of any thing I do...but I can't. No matter what positive thoughts I think I still end up sucking and being embarrassed. 
  • Listening to: Kid Cudi day and night crookers remix
  • Reading: Something awful
  • Watching: the words on the screen being typed out
  • Playing: Pretend
  • Eating: Babies
  • Drinking: Blood
I'm still improving. :icontrollfaceplz:
I'm still alive.
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
  • Watching: the words on the screen being typed out
  • Playing: on DA
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: milkz
I'm still alive.
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
  • Watching: the words on the screen being typed out
  • Playing: on DA
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: milkz
I've been on iScribble too much :( now i always to this on Da comments: /me
rawrr its so annoying, on iScribble my name is CayC... before it was Kat but then I messed up the game board REALLY bad so I went into hiding because they hated me =u= or at least a couple of them did... I'M SUCH A NOOBY! but CayC stuck for some reason :3 now everyone knows me as that...I want a tablet but my friend is telling me its a waste of money with problems and it doesnt really express YOU so yeah... iDK
Im trying to get a lot of watchers and trying as hard as I can to improve my photography skill but im not sure how to... I need a better camera and this summer I'm going to a class hopefully and I might be going to an art class with some friends of mine AND I WILL be posting traditional I WILL, I  WILL!!!!!! This weekend we went to...a place that was very pretty and I got to see some awesome veiws...it was amazing... it looked just like a painting and looked fake completely. It was a little scary at the canyon we went to but very pretty. It was so foggy we couldnt see anything more than two miles away...which is actually not very far at all... Mmmmkay I think that wraps it up.


Friends, Family, Gir
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  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
  • Watching: the words on the screen being typed out
  • Playing: on DA
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: milkz
Dear DA artists...that actually read my journal,
All schools across the United States have different Spring Breaks and I am just about finished with mine
We went to Arizona and all Arizonians no offense BUT...I didnt really think it was THAT pretty...sorry but it wasnt BEAUTIFUL :cry:
I think that Colorado is much more scenic and all that Arizona had that caught my eye was AMAZING sunsets but thats pretty much it. I thought all of the cactuses on the hills were very cool and if those big Saguaro Cactuses were replaced with trees it would be a very dense forest...just to give you an idea. What was annoying though is that everything had thorns! I sware there was wonderful flowers but they had thorns! grrrr that was aggravating. Also the heat was overwhelming and Im not sure how anybody could live there in the summer XC
It was fun.
I didnt take that many pictures, Sorry.
Well that about wraps up this journal
Again, Arizona is unique in its own little ways and this is just my opinion. NO OFFENSE ARIZONA LUVAS! :la:
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  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
  • Watching: the words on the screen being typed out
  • Playing: on DA
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: milkz

NUUU!!!! :(

Mon Mar 21, 2011, 5:21 PM
No more premium membership and SOMEBODY KEEPS CALLING ME AND IM 2 LAZY TO GO AND SEE WHO IT IS
no really this has been like the billionth time >:(
and btw the person who gave me the membership I now know who it is and I have blocked her/ him. He/ her will probably be mad to see this journal but Ill just tell u I blocked him/ her for a very good reason and I did it a long time ago. ^^
Spring is finally here and so you will expect to see MUCH more work out of me and hopefully a lot of improvement
you may have noticed a couple of deviations missing because I just came over a few that I thought were old and lame :D
What are you doing for spring break (unlesss you already had yours)? And do you like Scrubs?? I cant find the last Season >:( mostly because I dont know what its called ^^ all I could find was nine which im pretty sure is the last one
Peace, Love, Frozen Yogurt

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  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
  • Watching: the words on the screen being typed out
  • Playing: on DA
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: milkz

Update

Tue Mar 1, 2011, 8:38 PM
Hi guys, Kat here
Just wanted to let ya'll know what Im up to
First of all, I've retired from photography till spring {maybe}
I stink at horizon shots and all of nature has ditched this town so I'm screwed
I started taking random shots of Emily and I but they get old after a while so I'm joining a crap load of clubs and trying to share my work
Yeah...I know.... these last deviations are fails (although that was just a cool swan that came REALLY close).
Since I haven't been taking pictures I've been drawing in a Sketch book that my good friend Emily gave to me, even though it was a month later I don't care, I LOVED her gift
Thanks Emily
I doodle and sketch in it ALL the time :D
I did an abstact one that I MIGHT put on here (remember Im not as good as Fhoxx1!!! shes rocks at digital crap)
I also have been drawing portraits of my brother that looks like this ---link---->   www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=h…
HE HAS LLAMA HAIR :giggle:

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  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
  • Watching: the words on the screen being typed out
  • Playing: on DA
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: milkz

Happy Birthday to Kat

Mon Jan 31, 2011, 3:31 PM
Hullo People
Many of you dont know that my birthday is...tomorrow :clap:
Yes Im very excited! Hopefully it works out and everything goes as planned :w00t:
The age I am turning is a secret since you know my name and many of you know where I live at least I can keep my age a secret
Emily- (cluipinclaugna) will hopefully be celebrating my b-day with me by shopping and maybe a little swimming :party:
I just ordered a new camera since my other one wasnt working so well
People have told me to try and get one with better quality but I really like this model and its perfect for new photographers
I'll try and keep you updated with pics of what me and Emily are up to :camera:

  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
  • Watching: the words on the screen being typed out
  • Playing: on DA
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: milkz

Helloz

Tue Jan 11, 2011, 4:53 PM
Grr
I cant think of anything!
Seriousely!
Any ideas at all please tell me
Any type of photography will do with this boredom! :yawn:
Lately Ive been doing the only thing I can think of with Emily which is sorta... posing...?
IDK
cant really call it modeling when you dont have a set or anything
BTW if you encounter this guy- imfasterdude2 dont give any info on me
just some personal things that will soon be cleared up but until then please dont breathe a word
ANYWAYS since I got horribly off topic I really need some ideas
We got a scanner so I might post some art work
I'm so out of practice its not funny
Ive been thinking that different people excell at different things
=Fhoxxi- Wolves
Cluipinclaugna- People
Me- landscapes BUT I've decided on practicing my as- I mean- butt off on dragons :la:
Why?
Because you can do anything with them! they can be reptillian or a mammal sorta thing yup
Idk see how bored I am!

  • Listening to: Once
  • Reading: my journal
  • Watching: the words on the screen being typed out
  • Playing: on DA
  • Eating: Mango yougurt YUM
  • Drinking: milkz

Hello

Sun Dec 26, 2010, 8:36 AM
Hi visitors!
just wanted to tell you something
I got my very own camera for Christmas and now I think you may be seeing much more of my work!
Im very excited about that and also I have now my very own memory card with lots of gigs :D
Another thing is we purchased an external harddrive so now I can store more photos and not worry about running out of room
This thing is HUGE, its one terribite!!!!!!
Thats aloooooot of memory!
I hope you had a very merry Christmas and are excited about the upcoming New Year
I know I am!
:la:
I trying more to express myself and with alot of my friend's help I took some wonderful photos
Cluipinclaugna AKA Emily took all of the newly submitted photos of me
maybe she'll be a photographer too!
dont doubt it at all
thanks for all of the support :hug:

Peace!

  • Listening to: Once
  • Reading: my journal
  • Watching: the words on the screen being typed out
  • Eating: Mango!
  • Drinking: milk

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 9, 2010, 6:36 PM


THANK YOU SUPPORTERS!!!
finally I have officially accumulated 20 Llama badges
My next goal is 25
Could you help out?
Winter is coming and I'm waiting for the snow to cover the ground so I can get some slightly pretty shots
Don't worry
I'm still posting
My contacts are actually not doing very well
my left eye sees much better then my right
Weird, I know
I put the wrong contact in the wrong eye
Today I became dizzy and bumped into quite a few pieces of furniture before reaching my mirror to switch them :giggle:
Anyways I'm happy some of you are liking my work
Ill be posting more soon
C'MON SNOW!!!
it's really pretty here when its white and the pines and blanketed in a thick layer of snow
Check Back Often!!!
Peace!

  • Listening to: My dad's lame music :/
  • Reading: my journal
  • Watching: the words on the screen being typed out
  • Eating: Toast
  • Drinking: Hot Coco
  • Listening to: Ke$ha (no talent XD)
  • Reading: my journal
  • Watching: the words on the screen being typed out
  • Eating: sandwichez (Hellz yeah!)
  • Drinking: This strange Plantation Mint TEA
Hey deviant art,
my contacts (btw) are doing umm... :thumbsup: :thumbsdown:
In between those two
not sure what else to say
I did a great art trade with BluDevil93
his was much better than mine
Im definitely open for more Art Trades
Again Im even happier about how many faves and views my deviations have gotten
Im trying to reach atleast 20 Llama badges so if you think that I desserve one Please feel free to award me one ;)
I might do the same in return
I've been looking at alot of peoples Pages so if you get a badge from me dont be surprised
You all are awesome and thanks for the encouragment and support!
Ill keep you updated on what trades I have done and what groups youll see my work in

Love,
Kat

PS. I really appreciate points XD
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  • Reading: my journal
  • Watching: the words on the screen being typed out
  • Eating: sandwichez (Hellz yeah!)
  • Drinking: This strange Plantation Mint TEA
Boo!
recently (yesterday) I got much needed contacts and guess what?!
Not only my vision has improved but my photography too!
How strange
I never thought about that
I see new things and alot more beauty, uniques features, and emotion
How cool is that?
Ive been accepted into various groups which is fairly exciting
I hope this surge of excitment continues!
I've also been getting adrenaline (like yesterday) while taking pictures
Im not sure thats a good thing
I shake
tooo much
:lol:
maybe Ill get accepted into a famous blurr group!
  • Listening to: 3oh! 3
  • Reading: my journal
  • Watching: the words on the screen being typed out
  • Playing: on Deviant art
  • Eating: Cookiez (Hellz yeah!)
  • Drinking: This strange Plantation Mint TEA
Helloz
I havent made any journal entries lately because nothing has really been going on
Umm Im super happy with how many veiws and favorites my deviations have gotten but...I really want people to tell me what is wrong with them lol
Otherwise how can I improve? I'm also happy because I was invited into this club 00iNFINITY :D
Thankyou InkedBlack!!!
And my Ive apparently accumulated 11 LLAMA BADGES
:D
So thanks everyone for the support
I cant wait until the snow reaches 100 inches so we can go skiing